All of a sudden...
Waves come and go..
But this time, the wave is way to big!
Too many things happening at the same time.. *pening betul*
Job scope changed at work. Not sure where to start, not sure where to head. The only thing I'm sure is the DATELINE!! (which is not far away!!) .. damn
Family issues cropping up... decisions are to be made by some close relatives that would give a real big effect on another family member. Hate the idea that a bad decision is gonna be made but who am I to say anything? I'm just gonna stand by my mom and give her whatever support she needs. After all, I think that's the best that we (my dad, sis and I) can do... Just stand by her and not say anything. Shitty feeling lingering all over my brain.
Feel irritated and agitated whatever I do, wherever I go... Hate this feeling coz someone innocent is bound to kena from me... and normally that person would be no other but my dearest darling... (oh no! hehe).. nvm nvm.. it's 10.30 now. I shall go back to the apartment and sleep right away. That way, there'll be no innocent victims! :P
But this time, the wave is way to big!
Too many things happening at the same time.. *pening betul*
Job scope changed at work. Not sure where to start, not sure where to head. The only thing I'm sure is the DATELINE!! (which is not far away!!) .. damn
Family issues cropping up... decisions are to be made by some close relatives that would give a real big effect on another family member. Hate the idea that a bad decision is gonna be made but who am I to say anything? I'm just gonna stand by my mom and give her whatever support she needs. After all, I think that's the best that we (my dad, sis and I) can do... Just stand by her and not say anything. Shitty feeling lingering all over my brain.
Feel irritated and agitated whatever I do, wherever I go... Hate this feeling coz someone innocent is bound to kena from me... and normally that person would be no other but my dearest darling... (oh no! hehe).. nvm nvm.. it's 10.30 now. I shall go back to the apartment and sleep right away. That way, there'll be no innocent victims! :P
posted by Natallie @ 10:30 PM
1 Comments:
At 6:01 PM,
Amy W. said…
kesian ... tough being adult hor? tough being in our mid-20s, where we're SUPPOSED to be adults, but dun really feel like one ...
call u to chit-chat before i leave k? ;)
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