Phew...

Reached home early from work and went unconscious straight-after. Didn't sleep well last night, had all sort of weird dreams and I think it was because of House Of Wax! (dont laugh!!) It's strange when I think abt it.. when I was in school or in uni, I use to like watching such thrillers. I remember me getting excited once a thriller is up in the cinema and wouldn't miss any of it! But now, not only do I not understand why directors come up with such movies, it's up in a point where I dare not watch them anymore! Watching the movie is ok, but the aftermath is horrible! The images of the seriel killars and the victims just keep rolling over and over again in my stupid brain... ish ishhh... shall never watch such movies again! hmmph!

And talking abt growing up and being an adult, it amuses me on what fills the head of adults/elderly people! Was having a casual conversation with a colleague over lunch, and she was relating to how terrible office politics are in the office. That's the more serious part.. the less serious part are how 2 only women in a department, stop talking to each other due to a reason that both parties do not remember anymore! Isn't it weird? I mean, as kids, we're told not to be so "kecil hati" and learn to "forgive and forget". Well, at least I think all Pendidikan Moral classes and parents would teach their kids this simple policy. YET when we grow up, the older u get, the more kecil hati u'll be! Take for instance these 2 women that I was talking about earlier.. They are the only 2 persons in the department and have been working with each other for as long as they can remember. They have now stopped talking to each other and when asked the reason that triggered the anger, both parties (said at different timing) admitted that they do not remember. But each one of them do not want to take the first step to start talking to one another as it would mean that they relented to the other person and therefore, the opposite party wins! Sick isn't it?

That's also the reason why people always say that it's not easy being an adult! Of course it wouldn't be easy being an adult coz there are so many sick minded people and "small-gas" people that u need to layan, and so many unnecessary worries that one would need to anticipate before speaking/acting! The worst is, unlike being a child or teenager, many a times, we dont get to choose the people that we have to deal/liaise with. For example, should our colleague happen to be someone which is really calculative, we cant just brush her off and say "i dont want to friend her dy" or "I dont want to mix with her anymore!" because the fact is, we're not given a choice to choose who we want or do not want to work with! Sick again! arghh... @!$!^^##@$@#$*